Monday, June 22, 2009

Here I Go Again....




I dont know where Im going
But, I sure know where Ive been
Hanging on the promises
In songs of yesterday
An Ive made up my mind,
I aint wasting no more time
But, here I go again
Here I go again


Wow I couldn't have picked a better song for this post. I am back at the fitness and being healthy again. I didn't hit rock bottom like I've done in the past but I haven't been a Future Fit Girl these days either. I was so good before Aruba and after my return it has been hit or miss.

Thursday night I signed up for the Avon Walk for the Cure so I've got no choice but to train. I am horrible if I don't have a motive or event....so I had no choice but to sign up to walk 39. Granted I've walked 60 before but 39 will be just as good. I will walk 26 miles (a marathon...holy smackers) on that Saturday and then 13 on Sunday...hello don't they realize 13 is an unlucky number?

So I've got to get busy raising money and getting in shape. I've been to the gym off and on but I am about to kick it up a notch and get the intensity back!

I loved training for the 60 mile walk because I had to be focused and have a schedule but more importantly it gave me time to get my head clear. Processing something that is bothering you for 14 miles definitely helps to clear my head. Lately with all of these dates and boys I could definitely use a clear head!

So here I go again.....

Tho I keep searching for an answer,
I never seem to find what Im looking for
Oh lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on,
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams
An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a hobo* I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time

Im just another heart in need of rescue,
Waiting on loves sweet charity
An Im gonna hold on
For the rest of my days,
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a hobo* I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go...

An Ive made up my mind,
I aint wasting no more time

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone
cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a hobo I was born to walk alone
An Ive made up my mind
I aint wasting no more time...

But, here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go again,
Here I go,
Here I go again...