Friday, January 23, 2009

Is the tranistion taking place?

Cravings: this morning for cigarettes = 8

I didn't make it out of bed yesterday morning to get to the gym but it was probably a good thing since I had rocked it out in aerobics with Shirley T and my body need to rest for a few hours. I had brought my gym clothes with me to work so I could go after work. I did my weights and luckily there were no old people getting in my way and I was able to have a great workout on the treadmill...thanks to the new US that had pictures of Fergie and Josh's wedding.....I so love him and can't wait to see him on the beach in their honeymoon pictures.

I was looking forward to going home and baking the fish that I had stolen from my parent's neighbor while I took a nice relaxing shower. Furball aka Ella Bella found them while they were thawing so needless to say Furball needs to go on a diet and learn how to mop my floor. I went into a mode of panic....what was I going to eat? There was no way I could eat chili again. I could be bad because I know my other future fit friends had given into cravings this week but I went to Ukrop's and fixed a salad. Ukrop's is a scary place for me because their fried chicken calls my name the minute I walk in the door....I survived and was pretty proud of myself.

Today is pretty rough with wanting a cigarette and I am not sure what that is all about. Work is insane and every single one of my colleagues and everyone else is irritating the hell out of me. I am starting to think about being on the treadmill getting my stress out instead of smoking and drinking....maybe the tranistion is starting to take place?


michelle said...

I'm so proud of you! Always remember how fabulous you are :)

Steelers Wine Girl said...

Yay for resisting the fried chicken!