Tuesday, January 13, 2009

If that train falls off the track....

Beers:6
Cigarettes: 6 or 7

pick it up pick it up! A little Black Sheep for you on a dreary Tuesday afternoon. Well this train jumped the tracks last night but I am back on track again today. One of my friends called me on the way home last night and this is how the conversation went:

redhead: what are your plans for tonight?
biggirl: oh i am going to the gym to workout but we can cook dinner together around 7 or so.
redhead: i really need to talk right now. i need you.
biggirl: ok i am on my way...where do i meet you?

That is all it took for me to become a train wreck but as I was driving to meet him I thought am I really a train wreck for having a few beers with my friend? It is what we do. I've got to find balance in being healthy and living my life the way I enjoy it. I've thought about how I can kick it up a notch in the gym to work off those few beers I had and I will get it all straight.

I did smoke a few cigarettes last night and I think I am over that for good now. It made my head hurt like crazy this am and it wasn't even worth it!

soooo my train is back on track now.

3 comments:

clp said...

was this redhead mr CR? :)

it's all good!!! you're exactly right. balance. 80/20 is how i like to TRY to do things (i don't all the time, but i like to try to). if you're good 80% of the time, allow yourself some slack 20%! that really comes down to do well 5 days and you can relax a bit 2. it's all good in the hood. pick it up pick it up pick it up!!!!

Robin said...

yes it was mr. CR!

Steelers Wine Girl said...

I think it's good that you fell off the track b/c it showed you that you could get right back on w/o a hiccup. You are awesome!